Conduit
Wow – first week at production is such a drag! And I’m getting kinda anxious of what would be my stats for that week. Anyway, I’m at home, and guess what – such a Bum (as Mimi would brand it). When sleeping’s your only hobby in your routine, there is something WAY wrong with my system:
A new hobby – well, I would like that to take for serious consideration. It seems that I’m already tired of my previous hobbies, like MTG (Magic: The Gathering) and RO. I’m into DotA lately, but the flavor of the game depends on who do you compete with, and with my CTS batch mates at scrambled schedules, an arrangement of a game would be not feasible.
Social Life ver. 2.0 – Thinking about it, a set of new friends here at Dell wouldn’t hurt. With my current team, I think that it would be hard to establish such. The only person that I talk to is “Airsoft boy” and my RS, Elli. For the rest, it would be a challenge. Its not that I don’t want to make friends with them – its just that an unprecedented update to their team would be quite a thing that cannot be instantaneous. It takes time.
Sinking myself to work – The ONLY solution to my problem (if it’s a problem), so far. As I have stated in my previous entry, this is the ONLY thing that I am good at this stage.
If I do not find a way to cut this “vicious cycle”, I might end up doing the following:
Slacking off at work – my feared outcome of this process, caused by weeks and weeks of putting my time and devotion at work. I know that this may happen (JenJen describes), and this is not far from happening.
Being too overprotective to Mimi – (whoa, overprotective is already a statement, putting the word ‘too’ magnifies it to a level that I may not comprehend). Well, since I am looking for things to keep me busy, I might get on things that are beyond on what I should do. Lately, I think that Mimi’s getting quite a ‘queue’, and it may catch my attention to it… You know the rest. AND with the recent update (and my hunch) that she does have a suitor, it may trigger things in a bad way. Oh, great…
Well, to sum it up, I am more scared of how would this system would affect others rather than affect myself. A resolution should be made – and fast…
Which reminds me of an old fad…
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